Calra, a reader of this blog wrote in a comment the other day… “i have a lot of guilt and anger built up inside of me and i don’t never go to church because of work that satan has made believe that Jesus won’t forgive me. My life is so screwed up i don’t even know where to begin and to ask for his forgivness. anyways so i let my life go on and try to avoid my bother about preaching to me just because i know what i need to do but don’t know how.”
I’d like to try a suggestion, since Calra asked. Of course, I don’t have all the answers, but I know God exists, and helps us if we ask.
Forget everything you know, or think you should do, or beliefs about satan, or what people preach at you say – all of that extra “stuff.”
Just go deep inside yourself, and say a little prayer, “God, I put you in charge. I give you my life. Show me the way, God.” If you are Christian, ask Christ by name. Once you do this in all sincerity, I believe that God will show you the way, and Christ will offer you His forgiveness.
I join you in prayer. If you’re not Christian, I join you in prayer, too! I also join you, Calra, in knowing that I make a lot of mistakes, and struggle too, and need constant forgiveness from God.