I’ve had to increase the dosage of the immunosuppressive drug I’m taking for my lupus and anti-retinal antibodies. This makes me even more susceptible to infections – at a time when the flu season is just kicking into high gear!

About now, too, I’m getting very weary of fending off potential infection. Tired of telling people, “If you have a cold or feel you’re getting one, please let me know so that I don’t come over/get close,” or waiting for the next elevator, one without the rhumy child in his or her mother’s arms, or pulling out the hand wipes continuously during an outing.

Yes, it is tempting to think, “Oh, just this once…”

Yet, the consequences of “Just this once…” gone wrong could be rather catastrophic.

I have great faith that God will take care of me, no matter what. But I also know that I have to do my part. As tempting as it is to let my guard down, I truly want to do what I can to avoid complications, especially at a time when they could be more seriously complicated than at others.

So, every now and then, I have to steel myself and remind myself why I’m doing what I’m doing. I weigh the potential consequences, and then, re-fortified, forge ahead with guard up.

If you’re struggling with the same thing, please know I keep you in my prayers. Temptations come in all shapes and sizes, and the urge to let our guard down can be enormous! Hang tough, my friend!  We’re in this, and we’ll get through this together and strong!

Blessings,

Maureen