Did you know the answer to our Morning Trivia Question:
Q: What Christian singer/songwriter had to change his last name because it was getting flagged as porn by spam filters?
The answer is …
Jason Gray.
Jason’s latest album, All The Lovely Losers, released last year. It’s a great album, one of those projects that everyone should hear but few will, at least without looking specifically for it, because he’s not one of the select few who hit the Christian radio jackpot and have their music added to airplay.
With a handful of spots open to new artists, radio stations are looking for any reason to not play a song, and when your name is Jason Gay …
That’s right. For his whole life, Jason Gray was actually Jason Gay, and believe it or not, that caused him some problems in the Christian music industry.
Early on, a few people suggested he change his name, but he refused. He didn’t think it was a big deal, even though it did seem like at every turn, he was explaining that, indeed, his last name was Gay but it had nothing to do with anyone’s sexuality.
Annoying? Yes. Career ending? No.
Then he realized some people would avoid coming to his shows because they thought he was a gay rights supporter. Other people would come expecting him to blast homosexuals. A few radio stations didn’t want to play his music because they’d have to say the word “gay” on the air.
“You’d be amazed how many people lack common sense,” Jason told me during a chat in Nashville.
But when spam blockers started blocking his newsletter emails to his fans, and people were having trouble accessing his website because the word “gay” was included in the address (gotta love that family-friendly internet protection) it took the problem to a new level, business-wise, and he finally agreed to change his name.
So Jason Gay is now Jason Gray.
But honestly, that’s not really what he wants to talk about.
For his entire life, Jason has struggled with a stuttering problem. When he felt the call to public ministry, like Moses he reasoned with God that He’d chosen the wrong man for the job. Instead, God kept putting Jason in places where he had to speak, and rather than pretend to be strong, Jason just let God work through his speech problem.
“The main thing I explore in all of my music is the idea that God calls us not in spite of our weakness, but because of them,” says Jason. “It’s in our weakness that his strength is perfected. And yet we are so afraid of being weak.”
His weakness, his stuttering, isn’t something he can hide. He takes his time when speaking, as the words can sometimes come out reluctantly. (He jokes that the hardest word for a stutterer to say is “stutter,” and someday he’d like to meet the guy who came up with it.) As a result, he’s gentle and soft spoken and very calming to be around. He’s relaxed about his speech problem, so you can be, too.
He hopes his own transparency helps others understand that God can do big things through someone with a willing heart, regardless of how weak he might seem to others.
“Our strengths are only good, I think, for impressing each other and ultimately intimidating each other,” Jason adds, “whereas our weaknesses make us a safe place for each other.”
Well said, Jason.
Jason Gray’s latest album, All The Lovely Losers, is in stores now. Visit him online at www.JasonGrayMusic.com