A moving post from a female phsyician:

“At age 40, I gave birth to my first child – a desparately wanted girl. Only, at my 3rd ultrasound, I was told, my girl would live not on this earth, but only in heaven. Heart and brain defects incompatible with life.
My OB advised “abortion”, but that was not what I wanted at all. I wanted to surround my daughter with her mother’s love, and I did, I held her in my arms and caressed her little body. She never took a breath.
I was on an internet support group at the time, and the love of the women posting surrounded me and carried me through this nightmare. The choice I made was not something that everyone could face. Some posted of travel to KS, to Dr. Tiller, and told of the amazing love and empathy they received at his clinic.
So, to those who have never lived through this hell, to those who yell at women as they try to enter a clinic, imagine that the woman in front of you wants her baby to live more than anything in this universe — but God himself, in his ultimate wisdom, has already made a different decision. Because those are the women that Dr. Tiller was brave enough and noble enough to minister to.”

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