Have you ever wondered what Jesus knew and when He knew it? Was He born into this world fully conscious and self-aware even through His birth? When lying in the manger, was He acting the part of an infant while secretly daydreaming about motor cars? Was the past, present, and future known by an infant who had yet to learn to walk or talk? Of course not.
Luke 2:40 tells us Jesus "grew and became strong," which shows us that Jesus was an ordinary child who grew in knowledge and revelation over time. It also tells us that the Spirit of God was on Him, leading Him in wisdom and grace. Discovering His identity, then, must have been a process that gradually unfolded.
The first biblical indicator that Jesus had discovered something of His divine nature was when His parents realized they'd left Him behind in Jerusalem. After returning to Jerusalem and searching the city in a panic, they found him in the temple courts. Luke 2:46-49
After three days, they found Him in the temple courts, sitting among the teachers, listening to them and asking them questions. Everyone who heard Him was amazed at His understanding and His answers. When His parents saw Him, they were astonished. His mother said to Him, "Son, why have You treated us like this? Your Father and I have been anxiously searching for You." "Why were You searching for me?" he asked. "Didn't you know I had to be in my Father's house?"
Based on this passage, it seems sensible to conclude that between the ages of zero and 12, Jesus had grown into the revelation of His divine nature. There must have been a mind-blowing moment when He finally and fully grasped that He was, in fact, the Great I Am! That said, Jesus was as subject to human frailty as any of us and would have experienced moments of doubt. His revelation knowledge was a matter of faith, so there must have been times when He questioned his sanity, or at least His sufficiency for the task ahead of Him.
The primary reason Jesus waited 30 years before starting His ministry seems to be that he needed time to grow in faith and spiritual knowledge.
The importance of meditating on scripture.
Jesus loved the Hebrew scriptures and often quoted the prophets during His ministry. The Old Testament encourages us in numerous places to meditate on scripture, keeping it in our hearts and mouths. This is a practice the young Jesus would have been taught from an early age, and as a person full of the Holy Spirit, He would have been able to access the deep truths buried in the Word. The Holy Spirit would have schooled Him in the truths He needed to sow deep into His heart, interpreting the verses to Him and preparing Him for what lay ahead.
Jesus taught some of the principles of scriptural meditation in the Parable of the Sower, in which a farmer sows seed over His land. The seed represents scripture, and the four types of ground it lands on represent the different states our hearts can be in, ranging from unreceptive to welcoming. Scriptures that are sown deep into the good soil of a receptive heart put down roots and produce a harvest—the intended purpose of that specific verse, ministered to us by the Holy Spirit.
Our hearts must be fully committed to receiving and being transformed by the Word. However, it will be effective. Based on this parable, we are called to minimize distractions, open our hearts wide, and receive the Word of God. If we're in the right place to do so, Mark 4:8 tells us what we can expect:
"Still other seed fell on good soil. It came up, grew and produced a crop, some multiplying thirty, some sixty, some a hundred times."
How do we sow scripture as seed?
It certainly can't be achieved by simply reading or knowing the Bible. We do it through meditation, which has two moving parts: murmuring and imagining. As we repeat (or murmur) a verse over and over, the Holy Spirit brings it to life in our imagination, showing us how to understand the truths being sown. We surrender ourselves to this nourishing, spiritual process, speaking the verse aloud and allowing the Spirit to guide our imaginations and inspire us. By doing this regularly, we sow scripture into our hearts as a seed, which, over time, will transform us from the inside out.
Jesus used scripture as a shield and a sword during His ministry, drawing from the library of inspiration the Spirit had built within Him. When Jesus was baptized at the age of 30, He went into the wilderness to face temptation, and it was His deep understanding of scripture that kept Him safe. Three times, Jesus used scripture to overcome the devil's temptations, keeping Himself and His ministry on track.
The Book of Hebrews tells us that Christ was tempted in every way that human beings are tempted, and in those moments, with His body malnourished and His mind stretched to breaking point, Jesus' love of scripture, along with all His spiritual training and development, was enough to send the devil packing.
Similarly, when facing His worst crisis in Gethsemane, Jesus' long years of preparation enabled Him to make the hardest choice of His life—to go to the cross. Thirty years of preparation might not have felt like enough in those moments, but He yielded to the Father's will and surrendered His life in faith.
Christ's example to us.
The Christian faith is all about following Jesus. If He had been born fully conscious, carrying the full measure of divine knowledge, it would be impossible for us to follow His example. We all have to learn and grow, just as Jesus learned and grew. We are all called to step into deeper and deeper revelation through our relationship with the Holy Spirit, just as Jesus did. We are all called to sow the Word into our hearts as a seed and to use its power to defend ourselves in times of trouble. The life Jesus led is our shining light and our comfort, knowing He was tempted in every way that we are and yet stood strong.
